For a while, I've been debating with myself, as to whether I should write this or not. I decided against it, so you're only going to get the short version.
The blog has come to a halt. Obviously. It will probably stay that way for a while, until I find some reason to continue.
A lot has happened since my last post. A whole lot. I've got my grades, I went on holiday twice, I've made and lost friends, I've met people I have a connection with. My relationship with my parents has somewhat changed, my father has told me many things, of which the majority have made me realise the difference between what I want and what I need. I've gained a soft spot in my heart for particulars, I've managed to bring myself to attend my final year of sixth form. etc.
All of this, with a few other things, has made me change my mind about university. I'm no going. I'm not even interested in fashion or art design anymore. I don't know what I'm going to do, but for now I'm contemplating missionary. But with the route I'm going it'll probably change.
This blog was something I was 'in love' with, something I wanted to do. I was using it as experience of some sort to aid me in my application process and possible interviews at university.
Since my last post, a lot has happened, as I said, but it's come to the point where I no longer want to continue the blog. I apologise to those of you who read and kept up with me, there are probably none of you. whatever. I'm keeping it as a reminder of what 'has been' I won't delete it, but I won't use it.
I don't know what's going on right now, I don't know what I'm doing and I'm learning the art of patience. Which takes skill. S if at a later time I pop back up, onto the blogosphere, it'll be because I know what I'm doing.
Thank you so much.
For a while, you gave me happiness :)